The irony of hiding the dark side of our humanness is that our secret is not really a secret at all.
How can it be when we’re all safeguarding the very same story? It’s almost a joke–a laughable admission that each one of us has a shadow self, a bumbling, bad-tempered twin. Big surprise!
Just like you, I can be a jerk sometimes. I do unkind, cowardly things, harbor unmerciful thoughts, and mope around when I should be doing something constructive.
Just like you, I wonder if life has meaning; I worry and fret over things I can’t control; and I often feel overcome with a longing for something that I cannot even name.
For all of my strengths and gifts, I am also a vulnerable and insecure person, in need of connection and reassurance. This is the secret I try to keep from you, and you from me, and in doing so we do each other a grave disservice.”
| Elizabeth Lesser, Broken Open